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punctuuuuuuured

my brain feels mushy right now and Im so sleepy.....

I am really OK with the idea of needing caffeine on an almost daily basis.  Im going to write this before my mood is altered and enhanced by a Peach Mango speed stack....

I cancelled my acupuncture appt today.  I've been to this guy four times now (today wouldve been five) and while most of my knee pain is gone, my eyes are consistently fogged over.  He doesnt seem to understand what it is I am going through (at least he doesnt make me feel that way) and when I tell him I am still severely foggy, he says "did you do your eye massages....and sleep 8 hours and avoid spicy foods etc etc" yes yesyesysey esy esyse syrsrrughuhgabfdgh

It's annoying.  Im also comparing everyone to the acupuncturist I had in FL - Thomas Bailey - who is still by far the best I've ever been to.  I cannot seem to find a worthy 'puncturist in NYC.  I think I may need to venture into alleyways around Chinatown to find hope.

80 bux a week back into my pocket.  For now.

Um, of course I am expecting a miracle....DUH.  What kind of person would I be if I didnt?

Yes, a grounded and normal and perhaps complacent one.

But anywaaaaaaaaaay

I cant take this drowsiness anymore.  There's nothing major....only the "end of the week blues."  Well, the "thinking and being glad it's Friday when it's really just Thursday omg I wanna go home and get into bed" feeling.

Yeah.  You know what Im talking about!


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