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heat wave

i just ate a giant salad of every veggie imaginable....

with some grilled chicken.

and it's 5pm on a tuesday after a long weekend.


It is also 100 degrees outside and I am feeling faint from this heat.  Faint and fuzzy.  I just downed some Green Tea and a probiotic.  and my legs are twitching because my energy is in overdrive.  sometimes i am astounded at how much energy I have.  it could be the city buzz-i-ness or my downright neurotic and obsessive tendencies.

or the city could be the cause of my obsessive and neurotic tendencies.  i love it.


Im working chest tonight but I want to do legs.  I ALWAYS want to work legs....Im obsessed with my legs and their strength and development.  But I will do heavy chest, some KB throws because theyre FUN and then do 20 minutes on my stairs.  And then I will proceed home and flat iron all the sweat our of my hair so I can preserve the Keratin treatment that i just got this afternoon.  I know you shouldnt work out or sweat after having a treatment but those rules dont apply to me.

Im uber uber motivated and the trimmer I get, the more natural it becomes to just MOVE....to just get it done.  I also ran the path around the Jackie Onassis Reservoir yesterday and zoned out so much during my run that I missed the entrance at E 90th st and ended up running halfway around again, only to run back - nearly dehydrated . When I can zone OUT when I run is when I know I  am getting stronger.  Mentally and physically.

Perhaps spiritually, too.






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