I am no longer going to blog about my eye condition....well, maybe I'll update when I have my surgeries etc.
But my doc gave me news today that has me holding my breath waiting for November 30th. I will no longer give attention to this thing that exists in me that keeps me immersed in the continual stream of "what ifs."
I have to stop identifying with this as being part of me. So I will start by not blogging about it anymore. That vault is CLOSED.
On a better note, I've had a few days of goal oriented eating under the belt of my shrinking waistline eehehe yaay. Really, I lose weight SO fast and I never used to be this way. I credit that to hitting the weights hard and consistently. I tend to melt with little effort.
There is a new chapter that has begun in my life. Sometimes you just know when one ends and a new one begins. It seems that everything around you changes....looks different. Smells different.
The temperature has dropped and the air smells like snow. Suddenly, I am not feeling so alone anymore.
But my doc gave me news today that has me holding my breath waiting for November 30th. I will no longer give attention to this thing that exists in me that keeps me immersed in the continual stream of "what ifs."
I have to stop identifying with this as being part of me. So I will start by not blogging about it anymore. That vault is CLOSED.
On a better note, I've had a few days of goal oriented eating under the belt of my shrinking waistline eehehe yaay. Really, I lose weight SO fast and I never used to be this way. I credit that to hitting the weights hard and consistently. I tend to melt with little effort.
There is a new chapter that has begun in my life. Sometimes you just know when one ends and a new one begins. It seems that everything around you changes....looks different. Smells different.
The temperature has dropped and the air smells like snow. Suddenly, I am not feeling so alone anymore.