The thing about putting yourself out there for all to see means that all may see what you put out there.
I am someone who believes in second chances - most of the time. Sometimes I am scatterbrained when it comes to relationships. But I do know that if someone truly wants to be in my life in a capacity that works, for my life, then I will allow them to be.
I am ultra sensitive at times and hurt easily until I decide to close off - and then I can be like stone. I will move on as if you never existed. I do not intend to close my heart. I just do.
But that's only after I've gone to the ends of the earth for you and the relationship. I will overlook things or tolerate certain things while sitting back quietly. I will speak loudly when something is wrong and yes my timing could be better and yes my communication could be better. I know where my weaknesses lie and it is something that I aim to improve.
If you don't listen, I will need to continue without you. And sometimes I run away.
Again I don't like that I do - why hang on to something that is broken? I'm learning how to stick around to fix it.
Speak to me and tell me you understand and my heart may be able to revisit what once was. Show me you mean well and want to fit into my life and I can make room for you. It's not hard to rearrange a few things, and my life can really never be too full. I just love too much - too deeply. I get hurt deeply. I move on suddenly. I can be convinced again. Sometimes.
I like to forgive. I'm no fool.
I am ultra sensitive at times and hurt easily until I decide to close off - and then I can be like stone. I will move on as if you never existed. I do not intend to close my heart. I just do.
But that's only after I've gone to the ends of the earth for you and the relationship. I will overlook things or tolerate certain things while sitting back quietly. I will speak loudly when something is wrong and yes my timing could be better and yes my communication could be better. I know where my weaknesses lie and it is something that I aim to improve.
If you don't listen, I will need to continue without you. And sometimes I run away.
Again I don't like that I do - why hang on to something that is broken? I'm learning how to stick around to fix it.
Speak to me and tell me you understand and my heart may be able to revisit what once was. Show me you mean well and want to fit into my life and I can make room for you. It's not hard to rearrange a few things, and my life can really never be too full. I just love too much - too deeply. I get hurt deeply. I move on suddenly. I can be convinced again. Sometimes.
I like to forgive. I'm no fool.