Sometimes I am the most restless and impatient person I know. But I guess that's a good thing when you have goals and high aspirations. If you let yourself get too complacent, you may soon forget HOW to take action.
If you chill out too much over everything, you lose your passion and fire for what you're doing.
I put my pants on this morning and am pretty tired of the "give in the waist and no give in the ass" thing. My booty is pretty 'licious (ugh yeah I just typed 'licious)....well, kind of.
Keeping/sculpting/tightening/lifting/solidifying that THING has become my life's mission. I am so used to my assets, that being without one or with a poorly shaped one makes my heart sink.What I am currently trying to figure out (rather, be patient about) is how to lose it without "losing it" or "losing it."I wanna lose the fat and I dont want to lose my mind freaking out that I have no booty anymore.
So I squat squat squat and eat foods that will build me. What I decided I am going to try, is taking out all plyo days from my routine for a while. I thought about it the other day - women work SO hard to build muscle in their lower bodies and build shapely legs and ass but then sabotage themselves by over-plyo'ing. OK, at least that's what I did before. Hence the "pancake" that I sported for my first competition. It was embarrassing.
But back to the give in the waist notion....I am sick today that I put on a pair of pants that were notoriously tight and: week 1 - snug; week 2 - looser; week 3 - extra room; week (today) 4 - snug? Super snug in the lower glutes and upper hams. I know that my muscles there are developing but I wanna be tiny again. Tiny with muscles - and miss being a size 2. I love my body as-is but I am not too complacent to stay where I am now - ESPECIALLY because I know how friggin awesome it feels to be a tiny fit little thing.
I want to look like all the work and sweat and tears and measuring and timing and planning is paying off. I see it in small ways. OK, I do see it in big ways but I can be SO impatient with waiting for the finality of all this work,. And in the strangest of twists, I know I am waiting for the finality of something in which there is no finality because once I am there, there now comes the factor of maintenance and improvements and tweaks. But I am ready for it.
It's all taking TIME. I am so excited to see what my abs look like again....this time super ripped and super defined - even more so before since I know way more now than I did before. I'll throw in a little more cardio this week and next...I know that everything I am doing is right so I just need to remind myself that IT IS OK!
I am not crazy - only kind of crazy. Crazy people change things.They change the world - they change themselves, constantly.
If you chill out too much over everything, you lose your passion and fire for what you're doing.
I put my pants on this morning and am pretty tired of the "give in the waist and no give in the ass" thing. My booty is pretty 'licious (ugh yeah I just typed 'licious)....well, kind of.
Keeping/sculpting/tightening/lifting/solidifying that THING has become my life's mission. I am so used to my assets, that being without one or with a poorly shaped one makes my heart sink.What I am currently trying to figure out (rather, be patient about) is how to lose it without "losing it" or "losing it."I wanna lose the fat and I dont want to lose my mind freaking out that I have no booty anymore.
So I squat squat squat and eat foods that will build me. What I decided I am going to try, is taking out all plyo days from my routine for a while. I thought about it the other day - women work SO hard to build muscle in their lower bodies and build shapely legs and ass but then sabotage themselves by over-plyo'ing. OK, at least that's what I did before. Hence the "pancake" that I sported for my first competition. It was embarrassing.
But back to the give in the waist notion....I am sick today that I put on a pair of pants that were notoriously tight and: week 1 - snug; week 2 - looser; week 3 - extra room; week (today) 4 - snug? Super snug in the lower glutes and upper hams. I know that my muscles there are developing but I wanna be tiny again. Tiny with muscles - and miss being a size 2. I love my body as-is but I am not too complacent to stay where I am now - ESPECIALLY because I know how friggin awesome it feels to be a tiny fit little thing.
I want to look like all the work and sweat and tears and measuring and timing and planning is paying off. I see it in small ways. OK, I do see it in big ways but I can be SO impatient with waiting for the finality of all this work,. And in the strangest of twists, I know I am waiting for the finality of something in which there is no finality because once I am there, there now comes the factor of maintenance and improvements and tweaks. But I am ready for it.
It's all taking TIME. I am so excited to see what my abs look like again....this time super ripped and super defined - even more so before since I know way more now than I did before. I'll throw in a little more cardio this week and next...I know that everything I am doing is right so I just need to remind myself that IT IS OK!
I am not crazy - only kind of crazy. Crazy people change things.They change the world - they change themselves, constantly.